December 2009
77 posts
i had a charming dream for once this morning before i woke up. i dreamt that i was in the woods with my mom and i had my polaroid camera, and i was taking all sorts of pictures. we came out to this house and went in and i was looking out the window at this sparkling lake with clouds and trees and the sun beginning to set. i spent so much time anticipating and hesitating on taking the pictures...
“There are three classes of men—lovers of wisdom, lovers of honor, lovers of...”
– Plato
“So I want to get myself attached to something bolted down, so these winds of...”
– Bright Eyes, Motion Sickness
“In the forest, there was a crooked tree and a straight tree. Every day, the...”
– Tom Waits - Wristcutters: A Love Story
i wish i knew how to be comfortable being alone.
How To Pick Yourself Up Off The Floor
i suppose i will be needing this at some point.
♥ Immerse yourself in something positive. Volunteer at a no kill animal shelter. Read to the elderly. Start an art project. Do something to create a positive influence for yourself. Negative thoughts and places are dangerous when you’re down. ♥ Stop letting yourself only see the negatives when you look in the mirror. I used to always think “I’d be...
im really good at fucking up, but terrible at apologizing.
“Going to church doesn’t make you any more a Christian than going to the garage...”
p diddy has a fragrance out called I AM KING. egomaniac.
fed uppp
sick of being sick and not breathing out of my nose and coughing up my lungs and feeling like an anvil is sitting on my head and having to write about human rights in iran and democracy in developing countries while eating food that doesnt taste like anything but its texture and not leaving the house unless its to go to the grocery store or to the doctor.
and im also fed up with feeling like i...
the usual list of impractical things i want to do...
start going for runs. probably gonna have to start off as walks though because im pretty pathetic. at least tyler wants to run! i think it’d be fun to put on some heavy sweatshirts and go run the beach in the winter….all i know is i need to get in shape so im not always sickly
yoga classes at metrorock in newberrryyyyporrtt are only five bucks, and rock climbing too!! must do this.
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“When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you and...”
– Nicholas Sparks
“It’s everybody, I mean. Everything everybody does is so — I don’t know — not...”
– J.D. Salinger (Franny and Zooey)
“Do not wait for leaders; do it alone, person to person.”
– Mother Teresa
i liked this →
i wish i was able to smell the christmas tree we put up the other day. but my nose has decided not to work anymore. along with my tongue, which has given up on tasting anything. my mom keeps saying i should get over it but i think id consider being deaf if it meant i could taste food!
i found my polaroid camera yesterday, as my mom pulled out bags of clothes from the attic that smelled like old dust. yay to the camera, poo to wearing the same clothes i wore when i was 16.
